Feel free to unload your guns here.... I know I tend to rant and rave about my problems here on the blogosphere, and I apologise in advance. I just needed a place to express myself and, most importantly, a place to unload that isn't in my family. So if you are looking for a soft fuzzy blog sprinkled with laughter and rainbows, keep looking my friend. I have nothing against happiness, in fact, I strongly encourage it when ever and where ever you can find it, and in copious amounts. While I plan on sharing with you my triumphs as well as my pain, right now I have a lot of pain and worry and I have created this space to let it out. Because quite frankly, I am tired of having my three year old see me cry and be scared. I have try to keep it from her, to insulate her from this problem, but my bubble has burst and the crap storm is pouring out everywhere. As you are obviously reading this, I invite you to go ahead and express whatever you need to express. Get it out. Type in all caps so we can hear you loud and clear. This place is open to you to express your good parts and your bad. Drop whatever bombshells you want. We all need a safe spot to land at night, and a safe place to diffuse during the day. Go ahead and scream how you want to stab cancer in the eye, or kick Lyme disease in the nuts - whateve. We are here for you. I am right there with you. p.s. Stories and encouragement, sunshine, happiness, and the like are all also welcome at any time as well.